Can someone please convince me that it is not healthy to listen to music that reminds me of my ex?  I mean it doesn’t help that we had really good music compatibility.  I stopped listening to music for a long time.  But I LIKE the music that I like… i want to hear it.  It makes me depressed though.  It’s like a super catch-22.  I tried listening to other genres of music but it just so happens that music in general reminds me of him.  GOD DAMN IT.

I don’t draw anymore. I don’t listen to music anymore. I don’t sew anymore. I don’t read anymore. I don’t know who I am anymore.